March 31, 2011 (4:10pm)

I'm looking for a guy who doesn't know how to break my heart. And if he could, he wouldn't. Here comes the night, playing back conversations in my head, remembering moments, imagining what I should have said & done instead.. the worst kind of pain is when you're smiling just to stop the tears from falling.. wherein a fake smile can hide million tears. Then, here comes the feeling you'd thought you'd forgotten. Someday, you will look back and know exactly why it had to happen